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| God, SO much has happened in the past months. I never update this thing. I should start doing that.
Well, today was my last day at Tom Thumb, WOOT! I am so happy that I never have to go work at that place again. I happen to believe that it is the worst place on Earth.
I started my new job at Wells Fargo last Monday. It is so sweet, although I spend like 2 hours a day in my car going to and from. That kinda sucks. I'm in training right now which lasts for 6 weeks. It's so much fun. All day I SIT in a chair, play games, color in my workbooks and get on the computer. I love it so much. Plus, I make a LOT of money. I'm going to be banking. Devan and I both work there, did I mention that?
We are going to get an apartment in Grapevine so we will be close to work. I can't wait to get out of Mansfield. I hate this place. I love Devan so much, he makes me really happy.
I know I've said this before, but I'm really random.
Some bad shit happened today. Not fun.
I'll try to update more, even though I don't know of a single person who actually reads this anymore.
-Kate | | |
| So, I'm sitting here at my sister's computer, and I'm so happy I'm not at work. I've been trying to pick up as many extra hours as I can, and it's killing me. I got called in on Sunday, I worked 1-4 and then 8-midnight on Monday, and I worked from 4 yesterday afternoon to 2-fucking-30 this morning. I was supposed to get off at midnight, but my manager told me I had to get all of the go-backs done before I left. I didn't even get to start on them until midnight, and it took me 2 1/2 hours. It was a bunch of bullshit, but I survived.
Monday night, after I got off work, Devan and I went to Denny's. There was this group of kids sitting near us and they all had like steak and shit. Then, they decided they weren't going to pay their bill. They all just walked out while the manager was standing at the register which is right in front of the door. So, she runs out after them and there was a cop in the parking lot, and he saw her, so he pulled them over. It was so fucking funny. I was laughing my ass off.
I'm so tired, but I can't go to sleep b/c if I sleep now, I won't sleep tonight, and I have to open the store in the morning. I hate fucking doing that. It's a bunch of bullshit. Why the hell do people go grocery shopping at 6 o' clock in the morning? That means I have to get up at like 5, and I don't want to. I'm gonna cry.
I think I want to buy some things for myself today. I haven't done that in a long time. It'll be nice. I'm going shopping. | | |
| Today is Beth's first day of actual work! I went up to TT to see her, and she had just gotten her break, so we sat and had a cigarette. When it was over, I stayed around and helped her a little bit on her register. Then, just to fuck with her, I got some grapes (which are in my hot car right now) and took them out of the original bag that had the PLU on it. I ended up just giving her the code, but it would have been funny to see her try to find it. I barely even remember when I started working at TT, but I hope I didn't suck it up as much as Beth was today. Haha, Beth, you know I love you.
It's like 4 o' clock, and I have nothing to do. It's a shame and a half. I'm waiting for Katie to come into town which won't be for like another hour or so. I hate that she lives so fucking far away. I hope her and Eric end up moving closer to Mansfield. It doesn't even have to be in Mansfield, just a little closer. I can't take it anymore, I need my Katie. Yes, yes, Katie is mine, not Eric's.
So, yeah, I am one lazy motherfucker. Billy just called me to see if I wanted him to change my oil today, but I told me that that is out of the realm of possibilities. I do not feel like driving to Rendon right now even though I have absolutely nothing else to do. I could clean my room, but that is also something that requires energy, so eff it. Sometime within the past week, my mom told me I have a week to get my room clean to her standards. I wonder what will happen if I don't. My guess is nothing.
Well, I must go eat something now, I'm very hungry. | | |
| - The Rock Show I was explaining to Beth last night that I have the rest of my life to do things I don't want to do, and the rest of my life is going to start very soon. So, if I can help, I'm not going to do things I don't want to. Like hanging out with Adam. It was something that I didn't want to do, so I'm not going to anymore. It kinda sucks that Lauren went with, but shit happens I guess. But really, I'm not going to do things I don't want to. People can suck it.
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| - Calling You I always think of things I want to write about on here, but then I get here, and they're gone. I really have the worst memory ever. I lose things all the time. Like really, all the time, like every minute. Lighters, keys, cell phone... you name it, I can lose it.
Everyone has been talking about how much our lives have changed over the past year. It's almost been a year since we graduated. That seems so crazy. A year ago, I wasn't working, I was going out with Blake, and my two best friends were Lauren and Katie. Chase and Katie hadn't even started dating yet. Oh how time flies. And yet, I still have done nothing with my life.
I just read Lauren's xanga and she posted about how she has lost all of her best friends. It's kinda sad, but sometimes I'm not really sure how much I care. She was making some bad decisions about her life and I really just could not take seeing Adam anymore. He is a cocky asshole, and I really never care to see him again. I think there are quite a few people out there who would agree with me on this. Adam sucks. God damn you, Katie. Why did you bring him into our lives.
Katie mentioned something to me the other day that I thought was kind of amusing. Lauren used to say that Katie and I could go on being friends and do just fine without her. Oh, well, I guess it is true! We're doing just fine!
"Calling You" by Blue October is seriously one the best songs ever written. It's one of those songs that made it through being played out on the radio and that I will still be listening to when I'm fucking 80.
Everytime I hear that song, it takes me to such a different time in my life. Driving around, smoking cigarettes (underage) with Lauren, going to punk shows all the time, going out with Travis and then Brandon, getting drunk all the time instead of smoking pot. God, everything really has changed, but that is a time in my life that I most definitely will never forget.
My life is going pretty good right now. My job sucks, but it's just there to pass the time and pay the bills until I can get off my lazy ass and get a better one. My mom has lightened up so fucking much, but it still sucks living at home. My two best friends, Beth and Katie, are so fucking awesome! Beth is such a sweetheart and we spend every waking moment together, unless one of us is at school or work. She is my oldest friend in Mansfield, and I love her. We normally know what each other is thinking or about to say or do. We can anticipate what each other is going to want or do, it's so fucking awesome.
And Katie, well, I don't know what to say about Katie. I've known her as long as I've known Beth, but we didn't become actual friends until about a year ago. Since then, I have loved her so much. We been through some REALLY hard times and good times together. Remember our fucking K-88 ops? We had so much fucking fun together last summer. I've said some really nasty things to her, but I'm so glad she forgave me b/c I really don't know what I'd do without her.
I really do think that Katie, Beth and I were really meant to be friends. If all of y'all out there knew our loooong history with all the ups and downs, you'd probably think the same thing.
I love you guys probably more than you know.
I am off to Beth's now. Peace
-Kate | | |
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